“The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears.” ~ John Vance Cheney

I miss my love, if there is a god ...god its killing me, I can’t let go of this feeling and its consuming, its eating at every inch of my being, dreams and thoughts have been conquered by your spirit, and I am here and you moved on and this is what is making this entire situation so hard, I want to let go and daily I prep myself, but my soul just is not ready to depart from your memory so I remain stuck literally, they say there is a reason for the people you just can’t forget, but I am lost to the reasons and that’s what I don’t get. I truly want you to be happy, without the guilt of my pain, and I am thankful you found love because that’s all that mattered to me in the end; however I just can’t move on from my past I truly try so hard, but your beauty inside and out just refuses to depart…from my memory. ~Will Rivera